Tuesday, May 23, 2006 not in a reali great mood today. c once got hit like by a small wave, twice huge wave n 3 onwards it just hit me like a tsunami ok n its not funny its not. dun get it wrong i didnt mena like u got qian bian face or wad but its reali sad ya noe its like i was wrong all along. u treat me like i didnt exist..ok well actualli truthfully i admit i dun exist as much as sum ppl do but at least respect myself n be kind ok .. wazzup wif dat? i dun get it realli n im realli not sayin anyone in particular so dun anyhow guess it's juts dat someone not much ppl noes. haix
anyway i just love UNFAITHFUL e song thou e lyrics are like well ok but e song's darn nice...haiss..unfaithful well is smth i reali hate from ppl around me yepp. i cant face u anymore its too tirin n i felt as if i was a waste. reali i mean it. if oni u could read tis n well i didnt ask u to change for me but just at least respect me?or treat as if i exist ok?ty alot.
"Unfaithful" Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue But clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be...A murderer I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss up on my cheek He's here reluctantly As if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it very well Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be... A murderer Our Love, his trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do thisAnymore (anymore) I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be...A murderer (a murderer) No no no noYeah yeah yeah
